and the winner is...

last night was perfect. the only thing that could've made it better is if i didnt have to take her home. (but i did).

oh geeese

taurra is coming over today. i'm so nervous. i want everything to go well. she was out for hours and hours with her ex last night, i was really worried. she was with him for a while and i thought maybe he had talked into getting back with him or something. but i guess that didnt happen. i havent heard the whole story. i wouldnt blame her or be mad at her if she did get back with him. but i would be very sad. i think i've grown up a lot in the last year. i seem to be able to cope with stuff a lot better, i'm a lot less angry of a person. so anyway...we're going to watch firefly tonight.(courtesy of willy-bubba) i have to clean up my room, and well most of the house. i hope my dogs dont bother her. both of them are roughly twice her size. and i'm not exaggerating. twice her size. today has to go smoothe...

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i'm going to see big fish with taurra tonight. last night she sung anya's part in the song "i have a theory" with me. and she knew all the words. could this girl BE any more cool?

w0w

best day ever. might have a shot to be the best week ever. we'll see what happens, i cant wait to see how this unfolds.i cant get ahold of wilson. i assume he is still up in spokes, beings how he isnt answering his phone. workouts are set for tomorrow at 2:30 (every monday...but club was closed due to holiday) as i would hope he would be back by then. i think i hurt my left chest area...i'm going to take it a bit easy tomorrow.its not even nine and i'm about ready to go to bed. i'm going to try to watch some more buffy season one first.

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taurra has a boyfriend. i'm going to go hang out with her again today.

sushi

tonight was WONDERFUL! i hung out with taurra tonight. she IMed me and asked me to come hang out. our meeting spot was fairly...in defined so it took a half hour for us to find each other. when we did we just walked around the mall and talked. she is a gamer!! after walking around the mall and looking in various stores (though i learned a lot, such as she loves bath and body stores and the things sold in them). after that we went to eat sushi. this was my first time eating sushi. we had so much fun, she showed me how to eat with chopsticks, and she showed me the different types. i swear she is the cutest little thing on two legs. haha. i called chelsea tonight...she was with her boyfriend watching a movie. she said she was going to call me back later, but she hasnt yet. and i dont think she is going to. i hate it when people say they are going to...i'm cam chatting with taurra right now. cams are fun.but she is going to rocky soon. and i'm going to bedgoodnight

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i spent 3 hours and $1300 today at compUSA. (wilson's dad's money, but MY time!). it was neat though, i wish i had a bunch of cash to blow on computer equipment. i'm hoping to go back tomorrow and get a new harddrive, mine is almost full. i assume the HD that is going to be onsale will be a slow one, but 80GB is a lot of space to store stuff...and thats what i really need.i saw chelsea 2 times yesterday. it was awkward because of the people that were around...but it was still GREAT. she was all "i look like shit, i dont have any make-up on and i'm wearing pajamas". ya know when poeple talk about hating poeple who can get right out of bed and look like they just walked out of a salon? they are talking about her. her hair was perfect, she was pretty...and her pajamas were a work out sweats kind of thing (the cute kind, not the grey white trash kind).i need a job. bad. i need a job worse than wilson does, and thats bad! i've tried kinda hard, my problem is i dont know where to look. i hate rachel and her freak job powers. i swear she could move back down from seattle tomorrow morning, and have a job by tomorrow night. she is an x-man, and that is her super power.hopefully there will be a "band meeting" to discuss, well...everything, this weekend. i still dont know if i'm goign to be playing guitar or bass. probably bass. hopefully bass. haha.when i get offline tonight i'm going to install my new wireless network card. i'm not sure how this thing works yet. i'm going to be using it solely at wilson's mom and dad's house (2 different places)...i'm not sure if i'm going ot have to reconfigure everytime i change, or what. but it'll be a lot easier than messing with cables everytime. plus i think i can set up in the front room of the dad's place, which would mean more room. i used to be scared about installing stuff into computers and had my friends do it. well, the last time this happened, my friend said, "no, you do it". so i did. it was chloe's computer (that i had given to her) so i wasnt really scared about screwing it up. well, it was so easy. so i'm really not worried about any of that stuff anymore. i'm going to be installing my Wireless card in tonight. tomorrow i think i'm going to install wilson's viddy. and then when the new wireless cards for willy and the boys come in, i'll probably install those. speaking of those...the douche at compUSA tried to pawn off some shitty one on willy and the boys (the car that i'll be using). they wanted to plus card, and he tried to give them the not plus. the differents...54mbs to 11mbs. seriously. i guess that guy was new...but still, what a douche. while we're on the subject...big it up to my man Hammer! i think i'm goign to try to call chelsea tomorrow. i want her to come over and hang out, but it wont happen. i'm going to have to find a GOOD way of getting rid of her BF. seriously, she says she is in love with him. its going to be tough. (i'm really not going to try and break them up, some assfuck did that to me and chloe...and i wont be a travis).i think if i move to NY, i have a better chance at getting a job (respect, alicia) but i have to get a job to make money to move there in the first place. on the subject of NY, chelsea saved herself yesterday. she said "it be great if you moved to new york" which i was kinda hurt by until she finished with "for a few months".w0rd bitches! (i know its not much, but its what i have to be happy about)

subjects are dumb

i spent 3 hours and $1300 today at compUSA. (wilson's dad's money, but MY time!). it was neat though, i wish i had a bunch of cash to blow on computer equipment. i'm hoping to go back tomorrow and get a new harddrive, mine is almost full. i assume the HD that is going to be onsale will be a slow one, but 80GB is a lot of space to store stuff...and thats what i really need.i saw chelsea 2 times yesterday. it was awkward because of the people that were around...but it was still GREAT. she was all "i look like shit, i dont have any make-up on and i'm wearing pajamas". ya know when poeple talk about hating poeple who can get right out of bed and look like they just walked out of a salon? they are talking about her. her hair was perfect, she was pretty...and her pajamas were a work out sweats kind of thing (the cute kind, not the grey white trash kind).

insomnia

6:30 and ofcourse i cant sleep. sigh.today: go to clark for fafsa, take kendra with me. workouts with willy (which my chest is still sore from monday), after, basketball with out willy. call justin and get everything set up for the making of the new band and all that jazz that goes with it (ie pick who we want to invite to try out, see the rehersal space, figure out scheduling for practice...see if i can get an electribe!). Game tonight with the rookies. sigh. fucking munchkins. i'll probably just play online all night during game. i wanna play at the big boys table :(somewhere in there try to call chelsea. beings how i have to go pick up andrew again, i might be able to stop by and see heri think i might hop in the hottub for a soak before i begin my day.

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so much stuff going on. i dont know if i want to put it all in one post and bore folks...i went bowling tonight. first night of league in 4 weeks (due to christmas, new years, and then ice). for the first time all year my team is in first place. we owned ass tonight, only lost 2 games(out of 24). i shot a 707..and raised my average to a 226. i also got my ring for the 298 i shot, and a plaque for 11 in a row. my 300 ring should be coming soon. i spiked my hair a LOT today. i showed up and my friend archie had an afro. its amazing how much someones hair grows in 3 weeks. me and archie are on the same team, so we had the crazy hair thing going on our team tonight.i slept for 13 hours today. wilson's dad's couch is so comfortable its sick. Justin calls me today and i get a message. i dont call him back for a while, but when i do he has amazing news. me and justin have been talking about starting a band for a long time...just never had the resources to do it. so just runs into an old friend who happens to be a drummer. not only is this person a drummer, he also works for a record label, and is looking to start a band, AND has 5,000 to invest in equipment and recording time. IF everything goes well...there is more...type later...yahoo pool now

gack

well...i've been up for 24 hours now. i'm about ready to crash. i almost fell asleep on the drive home from tom's house. sooo tired...i tried to see chelsea tonight. i had to go pick up andrew (andrew got in a car wreck and i had to pick him up 'cause he doesnt have a car) and he lives a block away from her. she was online though, and i couldnt get through to talk to her...so therefore i didnt get to see her. it was sad.wilson is yelling at me for typing. he complains a lot, often about stuff he does himself). i'll try to type more some other time. lots of stuff going on...

insomnia :-/

4:30 am and suprise, i cant sleep. reruns of buffy are on (otherwise i probably would've tried to keep sleeping). i dont know why i never liked this show when it was new, but i LOVE it now. atleast i'm not dreaming about chloe tonight, which is good. the only other people that are here online with me right now are eastcoasters and other people who couldnt sleep. maybe i'll go play guitar for a while and try to go back to sleep in a bit.