things are odd...

i'm in a weird situation right now. details later. i'm very confused, and for once...it has nothign to do with taurra (well, she isnt the part i'm confused about). its tough being with taurra 'cause she is so great that lots of guys hit on her. a lot. some of them arent the people i would think that would be inviting her out to do stuff, which makes it even more tough. also, i hate sleeping on taurra's bed. gives me backaches. she needs a new matress. now.

windyboyjr whips my ass :(

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recognize

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i dont like subjects

I've done a lotGod knows I've triedTo find the truthI've even liedBut all I knowIs down inside I'mbleeding

i'm being...

i'm being fucked with. i know it. why cant things just be ok? what does shit always have to happen. i'm so flustered i cant even write

so dumb...

so i wake up to a call this morning from wilson. he goes on to tell me how he cant work out with me anymore, because he cant ever go to the club again. thinking that he got in a fight with someone or argument with someone in the staff i ask him what happened. he replies with "well, i fell off the treadmill and i am too embarassed to ever go back there again". bahahahhahahahahah. i was laughing for the next 15 minutes. funniest thing i've ever heard. fell off the treadmill.

no disrespect to your bitch...

i've never met a more perfect person (for me) in my life. always new suprises. always something else coming.

emotional creationism and taurra

lots of stuff going down lately. things, for the most part, are great with taurra. she has never seen pirates of the caribbean, so we are watching that tonight. there are a LOT of movies she hasnt seen that i'm going to need to get her to watch. she has a journal on a different site, and i read it today and was really sad. i dont like hearing about her ex boyfriend. especially since he is still kind of around. he freakin has a key to her house. he leaves up away messages all the time about how she is heartless, and how much he misses her, and its really starting to get to me. i KNOW he still has feelings for her, that cant be helped, but i think he is dealing with it1. poorly2. childishly3. in a very counterproductive manner.i'm tempted to put his screen name on here so y'all can see the kind of away messages he leaves. but that would be an invasion of privacy and blah blah blah. i suppose. taurra still has feelings for him, but tells me that she doesnt want to ever get back together with him. i believe her, but i'm so scared. well, i suppose i havent had any drama in my life in a while, this will do for now i suppose. also, her and wilson have way too much in common, us 3 are here and i feel kind of out of place. they are talking about emo music (which i dont like) and drew barrymore (also dont like) and various other stuff. also, when i DO voice my opinion they gang up on me! those jerks. superbowls never turn out the way i want them to.i want to go lay down with her right now, but i dont want to distract her from the movie. i'm looking accross the room at her right now, as she watches the movie. she is so pretty. sigh. its great jonny depp time

this is a story all about how my life got turned, flipped upside down...

i have a girlfriend. wtf.