emotional creationism and taurra

lots of stuff going down lately. things, for the most part, are great with taurra. she has never seen pirates of the caribbean, so we are watching that tonight. there are a LOT of movies she hasnt seen that i'm going to need to get her to watch. she has a journal on a different site, and i read it today and was really sad. i dont like hearing about her ex boyfriend. especially since he is still kind of around. he freakin has a key to her house. he leaves up away messages all the time about how she is heartless, and how much he misses her, and its really starting to get to me. i KNOW he still has feelings for her, that cant be helped, but i think he is dealing with it1. poorly2. childishly3. in a very counterproductive manner.i'm tempted to put his screen name on here so y'all can see the kind of away messages he leaves. but that would be an invasion of privacy and blah blah blah. i suppose. taurra still has feelings for him, but tells me that she doesnt want to ever get back together with him. i believe her, but i'm so scared. well, i suppose i havent had any drama in my life in a while, this will do for now i suppose. also, her and wilson have way too much in common, us 3 are here and i feel kind of out of place. they are talking about emo music (which i dont like) and drew barrymore (also dont like) and various other stuff. also, when i DO voice my opinion they gang up on me! those jerks. superbowls never turn out the way i want them to.i want to go lay down with her right now, but i dont want to distract her from the movie. i'm looking accross the room at her right now, as she watches the movie. she is so pretty. sigh. its great jonny depp time